Personal Life

Just a Reflection.

BeautyLife has been exceptionally, ridiculously and stupidly hard this week. And I have literally just HAD it when it comes to a lot of issues.

I DO have more than 99 problems and b*tches are a lot of them, pardon the language. I’ve had a realization that people are just people…non dependable, two-faced and when its time to helping you out… consider that a “no go.” I guess when it comes to the general public, don’t expect much. There a very few that actually care about you and want to help you in any way you can, and those people deserve to be cherished. The others are just trying to step on you to climb to the top or drag you down to their level cause they can’t go up. Screw that.

I think I’ve said it a hundred times that If I could only work with just kids and didn’t have to talk to any adults all day, I’d be happy. I can’t believe how much joy they give me with their stories, gifts, smiles and just love in general. They truly care and do anything they can to show you that. I’ve found myself more attached this year than I was last year (maybe because loving them is a bigger responsibility than teaching them) and it’s just making it very hard to let go and come home to an empty house. I’m just so ready to have my own kiddo’s running around this place as crazy as that sounds. I think I’d rather have that than a husband. HA! I wish people realized how beautiful children are, what a gift they have been given to have them in their daily life and raise them into full powered adults that they should be. Wow. Just wow.

Yes it appears that this was an awfully negative post but for me it’s just a reflection of what this week has been. Sorry y’all. I hope I get out of this funk soon. Until then, just be accepting and loyal. And most importantly just LOVE people. Please.



4 thoughts on “Just a Reflection.”

  1. Wow Haley! Who ARE these people you are referring to? (I know….I know…. It should be “to whom are you referring…”) Lead me to them and I’ll whip them into shape with my oxygen canula! πŸ˜‰ Children are so much fun to be with. I borrow them from family & friends and return them when I’m worn out. It’s how I cope with not being able to have my own. I’m really sorry you had a tough time this week. Sounds like you could use some yummy ice cream and a long soak in the tub.


  2. Haley, great post! I can identify with you so much so that I’m upset I didn’t think of writing it myself! LoL πŸ™‚ Although, if I voiced my resentment for selfish and mean-hearted “grown folk” it would come out in more agressive language. That’s not who I want to be. I love the brutal, yet pure honesty and wondermeant of children. People often minimize the wisdom and passion of youth as if greatness is offorded to those that have simply aged. Every blog of yours is intellegent and insightful and uplifts me. Thanks.
    PS: Love the Jay-Z reference!

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