I DO have more than 99 problems and b*tches are a lot of them, pardon the language. I’ve had a realization that people are just people…non dependable, two-faced and when its time to helping you out… consider that a “no go.” I guess when it comes to the general public, don’t expect much. There a very few that actually care about you and want to help you in any way you can, and those people deserve to be cherished. The others are just trying to step on you to climb to the top or drag you down to their level cause they can’t go up. Screw that.
I think I’ve said it a hundred times that If I could only work with just kids and didn’t have to talk to any adults all day, I’d be happy. I can’t believe how much joy they give me with their stories, gifts, smiles and just love in general. They truly care and do anything they can to show you that. I’ve found myself more attached this year than I was last year (maybe because loving them is a bigger responsibility than teaching them) and it’s just making it very hard to let go and come home to an empty house. I’m just so ready to have my own kiddo’s running around this place as crazy as that sounds. I think I’d rather have that than a husband. HA! I wish people realized how beautiful children are, what a gift they have been given to have them in their daily life and raise them into full powered adults that they should be. Wow. Just wow.
Yes it appears that this was an awfully negative post but for me it’s just a reflection of what this week has been. Sorry y’all. I hope I get out of this funk soon. Until then, just be accepting and loyal. And most importantly just LOVE people. Please.